How to lose your free and wild soul

This post is dedicated to a person that I'll always consider my friend because I used to admire him so much even though now He has lost that spirit I know that somewhere inside he stills have it. FLP
Usually, I don't post dedication posts like this, but today, I fell like it.
I really grateful for what I learn when he was around, but what makes me really sad is that HE CHOSE TO CHANGE HIS LIFE WITH MONEY AND IN THAT PATH HE LOST HIS SOUL
And the core of the problem is not that he changes, is that he try to do it with money he took the easy way. . .
And Know when I see him with that empty smile and funny-sad faces that he does I can only think about the pictures of that old drunk or sad clowns that I used to be afraid of when I was a little girl.
But I still admire him because he stills try to change and run away from the dark side of the force.
So thank you for everything.